Nothing serves ... I approach the blog: gain weight, I go away: I'm getting fat, Dukan diet: just leaving it, gain weight more ... Result: lower self esteem than ever, cellulitis (objectively) is more prominent than ever ... and I've ruined two months of gym two months of inactivity (due to overwork). From day 20 I'll finally be able to devote a little longer to me.
My weight? -> Unknown, and DO NOT want to know ... I have now the belly that you can not even imagine ... I'm at a point where I'm desbordadísima, both emotionally and situational ... I do not know how to handle this difficult and unfamiliar to me, I do not know how to deal with it. Who do I face? How do I face? I need to lose weight and do not know how ... Let's see, I know it's theory (as ALL), but I do not know how to apply ... I Thought it was very easy to apply ... ay ... What wrong I was!
I will take a major step ... after changing 3 times the doctor's appointment this Monday, I'll finally go ... I'll tell my problem half-I do not know if you talk about the food or not, but I will say I'm really stressed out and such ... to send me to a psychologist or something, I do not know ... I'll see progress. Send me something if they saw necessary, because I can not cope. I never feel pretty, I'm starting to hate my boyfriend to touch me (even above the jacket), I worry about my low libido (ok I've never been a sexual outlet, but as I am now in complete loss of appetite ...) .
Anyway ... I do not know what else to say. I'm sorry to be like. I have wanted to die ...
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